Wow...didn't see that one coming...

(Cue music: Michael Jackson's "She's Out of My Life")

Well it's over.

Me and Soccer Mom. Done. Finshed. Kaput.

What happened?

SM apparently has decided to become a cougar. And her new man of choice at the moment (there may be others, but I don't know) is this guy. I have nothing against that. I'm glad she's found a new playmate and that she's enjoying every minute of fun with him. What bothers me is that she's kicked me to the curb without so much as a "I'd like to have sex with other people but still keep you around because, well we've been friends and lovers since forever." She knows I've had sex with other women besides her. She's even been a part of some of those trysts.

The bombshell came during lunch with SM on Monday. We hadn't see each other lately so I suggested we meet for a bite and then schedule some playtime for later. We were sitting at the table after we'd finished when she told me that we were done as playmates. As I fought through the shock of it, I think she gave me a variation of the "it's not you, it's me" speech.

I'm not really sure what led to this. I'm not in any mood to analyze. All I know is that a lady who I've shared much of my adult life with is gone. And I don't know how our friendship will be as a result.

On the (semi)bright side C and M are still around (although we haven't met for sex, we have stayed in touch) so it's not like I'm completely alone.

Maybe SM will reconsider after a few months.

Maybe not.